Not sleeping....

Yeah, so here I am at 3 something in the morning surfing the Internet again. The past few days (only the last 5 or 6) I have been getting up somewhere in the the vicinity of 2 a.m. to 4 a.m. I am just uncomfortable, unable to sleep, and unwilling to disturb Ben. In having this plethora of free time, I have found another blog site.... mom-101 that I found an interesting post on. (Lots of interesting posts but this one in particular)
Many of you have been asking us about our plans for future children. My standard answer has been "the jury is still out" I would love another little girl but I just don't know if I have another pregnancy left in me. Jump to the other blog site......
The owner of it was talking about being terrified that she was pregnant for the third time and she said something that just made me laugh (quietly of course so I don't wake up my family!)
"I did not make a particularly good baby transport system, ....." "and the feelings of being fat and slow and stupid and ugly and irrelevant."
Yeah I am rambling but it is early and I haven't slept all that much!
So the jury is still out & we will see a few years down the road if I am ready to be a baby transport system again.